Journal Entry: September 29-30,2015

Tonight I dream first about my trip to Florida with Anthony and Jimmy tomorrow in which we are in Anthony's car and trying to get by some rush-hour traffic in,say the nation's capital or somewhere in Maryland or Virginia. Second,I have a dream about being in the town cafe wearing my Winnie-the-Pooh adult-sized blanket sleeper pajamas when I realize that I'm in my footsie pajamas and it's like 1PM in the afternoon and I'm out walking around in my Doctor Denton's. Strangely,no one in the dream seems to even notice what I'm wearing.

Journal Entry: September 27,2015

I start packing for my 2-week trip to Florida with my friends Anthony and Jimmy today and I promptly daydream about all the fun,neat things we're going to do on this vacation/trip; my very first to the Sunshine State.

Journal Entry: September 26,2015

Today's the day of the town festival where they close down the 2 main roads in town and the business in town show off their wears to the visitors to the festival and I daydream of one day taking my girlfriend,wife,and eventually children to future town festivals like this one.

Journal Entry: September 25,2015

I have to go back up to my new doctor's office in White Plains to sign the release forms for my records from my physical a week ago yesterday. I daydream about the future some more and maybe about future doctor visits and maybe even later on,taking my own babies to get check-ups from their pediatricians in the future.

Journal Entry: September 24,2015

Today's my first visit with my new counselor from the WJCS and I meet with her and talk about my background and my past and what I want to get out of the services that this new counselor provides her clients and I daydream about eventually getting my own place and being an independent person and not relying on my now elderly parents for the rest of their lives if not the rest of mine.Tonight me and my friend Anthony go to our friend Joe's house to watch the football game tonight and I daydream about watching football with my future sons one day.

Journal Entry: September 23,2015

It's the first day of the 2015 autumn season today and today I have to go to the VESID/ACCES-VR orientation today as they will eventually transfer me to the ARC of Westchester where they will help me find jobs. I daydream about this process being completed and about getting a decent job and making a decent living and achieving all I want out of life.

Journal Entry: September 22,2015

It's the last day of the 2015 summer season so I daydream about the cooler weather and all the other stuff I love about autumn to come.

Journal Entry: September 19,2015

I hang out with my friends,Anthony and John and one of the things we talk about is about our trip to Florida in 12 more days and therefore I daydream about going on this trip and the long road trip that we're taking to go down there in a little under a couple more weeks.

Journal Entry: September 17,2015

Today I went to see my new doctor; Dr. Giampietro and have my first physical in over a year today and I daydream about getting this done and eventually signing up for those organizations that help people like me affected by autism,get jobs and such.

Journal Entry: September 18,2015

It's my older sister's 40th birthday and she comes over for an hour with my niece and nephew and I play with them and I daydream of having my own children one day and their running around with my niece and nephew and what it might've been like if I already had kids for my little niece and nephew to play with already,while they're still young.

Journal Entry: September 16,2015

It's mid-September and exactly 100 days to go before Christmas of 2015, so I daydream about future Christmases with my girlfriend,then my wife and then my children.

Journal Entry: September 15,2015

It's officially mid-September and a week from tomorrow autumn will officially begin so I daydream about cooler days to come,the changing color of the leaves,the holidays and all the other promises of autumn, though it feels more like mid-summer than almost autumn with the unseasonable warmth out there today and it's only to get warmer/hotter from here over the next 2 or 3 days,making everyone think more of the beach and getting a tan than raking leaves and tossing the football around.

Journal Entry: September 13,2015

Today's the first day of the 2015 NFL season so I daydream about tossing the football around with my still fictional sons and taking them out to the park for a game of catch and eventually seeing them play little league or high school football one day.

Journal Entry: September 11,2015

Today's the 14-year anniversary of the 9/11-terrorist attacks on the World Trade Center and the Pentagon and instead of daydreaming about pleasant things,I think about what I was doing that day 14 years ago and what might horrific event might happen to this city and this country 10-15 years from now thanks to the feckless cowards in Congress approving this reckless Iranian nuke deal recently and though I try to think of more positive things,today it's not that easy. 

Journal Entry: September 8,2015

It's the hottest day of 2015 as it hits 90 degrees by 10AM and is 95 degrees by 2PM when I leave to go to the pool. I stay there all day and daydream about my future hopes and dreams including getting married and having children of my own.

Journal Entry: September 7,2015

It's Labor Day 2015 but with it being so warm out today,I go right to the pool and swim my laps.Of course,I daydream about teaching my little kids in the future how to swim and seeing them swim around and play games and of course I also think about what I'm going to write about in my latest novel that I'm working on,as well.

Journal Entry: September 6,2015

I go to the pool in town and find out that;due to the upcoming heatwave, they are keeping the pool open a couple more days through September 9. Also today,John comes to the pool and we hang out there and naturally I daydream about future especially when John and I talk about my ongoing hunt for a job and his Mom helping out by checking my resume and editing it for me.

Journal Entry: September 5,2015

Tonight I hang out with Anthony,John,and Jimmy and his girlfriend and sister Janine. Of course, seeing Jimmy with his girlfriend prompts me to daydream about having a girlfriend one day as well.

Journal Entry: September 3,2015

Today's my latest visit with Dr. Grossman from WJCS and after talking with her,and her telling me about this other doctor who is going to work with me about some of the issues we discussed particularly with my issues of needing greater independence in my life. Therefore,I daydream about getting my own place one day and being able to cook for myself and clean my own apartment and such.

Journal Entry: August 30,2015

Me,Anthony and John all go into the city today and we first stop at Battery Park and eat lunch at a restaurant there. Then, we go to walk around Manhattan and we walk the Brooklyn Bridge and then we go to Times Square before going home. I daydream about possibly working in the city or meeting some babe off Eharmony.com who lives in the city and us going around the city on dates and later maybe making a family day of it with my wife and kids as well.