Journal Entry: May 2,2014

Got message last night/early this morning from dating site okcupid.com from some girl claiming to be living in my town who wanted to chat with me and exchange pictures and though I've since found out that this is a sham to get me to sign up for some porno-site,until then,I did have daydreams all day about meeting this woman and going on dates with her.Later this evening,I went to Starbucks and daydreamed/fantasized about having a family with anywhere from 2 to as much as 5 or 6 kids.I also daydreamed about taking one of my kids,as a baby and taking them to the Starbucks and watching them as they nap in their strollers,while sitting at the Starbucks,reading from my Nook,having to take the babies into the bathroom to change them, or while I was there, relieving myself,as the case may be, fantasizing that my wife was working late and I had to watch the kids and take them to Starbucks with me.All day,I fantasize about playing with the kids while they're babies,watching them mimic me as I make funny faces at them as little babies and toddlers tend to do,making me feel bad that I had these daydreams about meeting this woman,after finding out that this dumb bimbo was just trying to get me to sign up for some dumb,lame-ass porno-site.