Journal Entry: April 12,2014

Went for another walk around the area,from Dobbs Ferry to Tarrytown,though I walked a bit further this time,almost to the town of Sleepy Hollow.As I was walking, once again enjoying another wonderful, bright, sunny early spring afternoon,I once again had some daydreams about the future featuring my future goal of having my own family one day.Now,even though I don't have a girlfriend at this time,as I'm in the process of using some online dating sites to meet women (again in that 27 to 33 year old age-range), I'm using these daydreams as motivation to keep pushing.My daydreams on this day feature my driving my children around to the park on this beautiful,unseasonably warm early spring Saturday,listening to some music on the radio (I was listening to my little walk-man [yes,I still use those.I haven't upgraded to I-pads for this,yet], while having these daydreams).I have my two sons (I had 2 sons and a daughter in these daydreams), which I named William and Andrew, sitting on the back, and their baby sister, which I named Carol Anne, sitting on a car-seat in the middle.I then daydreamed that we stopped at a local park,and while the boys run around and play,I have my little daughter in an infant-seat sitting on the park bench.Eventually,as I'm heading back to Dobbs,I daydream my heading back with my three beautiful children in toe.