Journal Entry: April 6,2014

Walked from my home in Dobbs Ferry,NY to Tarrytown,NY,as part of a diet/exercise routine I've just begun,mainly by walking and cutting down on  nonessential snacking/eating.As I walked,I thought about/reflected on future goals; one of which is to find Mrs. Right and get married and have a family. As I walked,enjoying the nice,sunny,early spring weather,I daydream about being married and having a family.Some of the dreams/reflections have me and my wife;a beautiful,vivacious,lovely,gorgeous, super-model-like woman between 4 and 7 or 8 years my junior (I'm 35,so if me and my future wife are to have children,she's going to have to be between 27 and 33 at this time and for the foreseeable future),having our firstborn child (sometimes a son,sometimes a daughter),as a baby or toddler being pushed in his carriage/stroller.Others have us having 2 or 3 kids,including a son (or two),and a daughter (or two),but all are very young,no older than 5 or 6 years old. During these daydreams, I would just push the kids around in their strollers and I'd just look at them and talk to them, and they'd smile up at me