Journal Entry: August 31,2016

Today's the last day of August,so once again,I daydream about the start of the football season and the coming of the nice,cool,crisp weather of the autumn months of October and November to come.

Journal Entry: August 29,2016

I hang out with my buddies Ant and Jimmy and we go to the Starbucks in town and we chat about sports and our favorite movies and comics and especially about the upcoming football season,which prompts me to then daydream about not only watching football games but also participating and winning the annual picks pool that we have with the 3 of us and 3 or 4 other buddies of ours.

Journal Entry: August 27,2016

With August coming to a close and September and the fall coming right behind,I start daydreaming about cooler weather and football games soon to come.

Journal Entry: August 26,2016

I go to the wake for Anthony's mother and though I,naturally,don't daydream at the wake, I do daydream during the day about how I would handle the same situation and how I want to get married and have kids before that happens to my own mother or father in the future.

Journal Entry: August 23,2016

My close friend of 8 years,Anthony, had a devastating loss in his family; his mother passed away today and I find out from him on Facebook. This prompts me to daydream about all the times I've been over my friend,Anthony's house and seeing his Mom there and her asking me how my family is and how my parents are doing.

Journal Entry: August 22,2016

Today I go with my parents to the pool where my sister takes my niece and nephew now until school starts for them in a couple more weeks and I daydream again about my niece and nephew having some cousins (my own children), to play with in the pool one summer in the future.

Journal Entry: August 21,2016

I finally have my first day off since I finally got employed again back on Wednesday and naturally I daydream,for most of the day at work,what I might do with my first days off since I started working again,this time at my latest part-time,retail-job.

Journal Entry: August 19,2016

I end up getting out of work early today because I had to work from 7AM until 4PM,and so I daydream about what I might do on some Fridays in the future now that I'm back to having a job and therefore earning a pay-check.

Journal Entry: August 17,2016

Today's my first day at DeCicco's and it's quite an exhausting day as you might imagine from being the first day of my working since the beginning of 2015, over 19 months ago.I barely have enough time to daydream about anything today,but I do about one day getting a full-time career-job and finally making some real, serious money one day.

Journal Entry: August 16,2016

Today's my last day of being unemployed. I spend the whole day again daydreaming about this new job and what it might entail and taking advantage of all the benefits of finally earning a pay-check.

Journal Entry: August 15,2016

I go to the Foodtown in Hastings for the interview. When I get out,I get a call from DeCicco's, another supermarket in the area,this one from Ardsley,where I had that interview on July 25 and they inform me that they are going to go ahead and hire me and for the first time in 19 months,I finally have a new place of employment and a job to go to. I therefore daydream about finally starting to work and earning money and eventually having a family of my own,especially when I then go to the pool in Hastings to help my parents look after my 7-year-old nephew and 5-year-old niece.

Journal Entry: August 14,2016

I get a call to come in to Foodtown for an interview tomorrow and naturally I daydream about getting a job there so at least I can finally start working and earning a pay-check.

Journal Entry: August 13,2016

Another day in this brutal heatwave,so once again,I head up to the malls this afternoon and naturally,I again see some hot chicks and daydream about dating them. I also try to daydream about other "cool thoughts", as a way to beat this oppressive heatwave.

Journal Entry: August 12,2016

Another hot day,so once again, I go up to the malls in White Plains to keep cool and I see a few attractive ladies while there and naturally I daydream about going out with them,having one of them be my girlfriend and what that might be like.

Journal Entry: August 11,2016

Another hot,muggy,steamy,mid-to-late summer afternoon,but this time I do go up to one of the AC-ed malls in White Plains and just keep cool and daydream about being on a beach or some of the things I might do one day on hot days like this once I have children of my own.

Journal Entry: August 10,2016

Decided to go back to the Starbucks in Ardsley but in the afternoon,mostly to,once again,catch up on or finishing up my baseball almanac book,but with how hot and humid it is out there today,I just daydream about being at a beach,or AC-ed mall or movie theater.

Journal Entry: August 8,2016

Took a walk after dinner and decided to,once again,go up to the Starbucks in Ardsley to go have a chance to sit down and read some more of my baseball almanac while sipping back on a black-tea with lemonade and at times,daydream about being employed again,dating,and eventually having a wife and three beautiful,cherubic,golden-haired angels one day.

Journal Entry: August 7,2016

Went to the Ardsley Starbucks this afternoon and read some of my baseball almanac that I'm in the middle of reading,daydreaming about either me playing baseball myself or one of my children playing baseball or softball either in little league,high school,college or even the pros.

Journal Entry: August 6,2016

The main public pool in town hosts a free event where all town residents get in free even if you're not a member of the pool,so I go over there and go swimming this afternoon and naturally,I see many families with young children there and I daydream about taking my own kids to this pool one day as well as about having my own kids already and taking them there.

Journal Entry: August 4,2016

My parents have my niece and nephew to look over for a few hours after camp lets out but before their father; my brother-in-law, comes to pick them up after work. Naturally, I daydream about having children of my own and seeing them playing with my niece and nephew; their cousins.

Journal Entry: August 3,2016

Today I meet with a psychiatrist and have a physical all to make sure that I am autistic and deserving of funding for programs designed to help those with autism find jobs and their own apartments and other meaningful services to lead a productive life one day,eventually.

Journal Entry: August 1,2016

It's a new month,so that means I, once again, daydream about having a family of my own and having children one day and all that that might entail.