Journal Entry: December 25,2016

It's finally Christmas,once again and I again daydream about future Christmases and seeing my children one day getting excited about Santa coming and opening presents and seeing what Santa got them,especially as I watch my niece and nephew do the exact same thing I hope to see William,Carol Anne (and any other children I may have one day), do one day.

Journal Entry: December 24,2016

It's Christmas Eve and though I have to work for a few hours this afternoon,I just daydream about the holiday tomorrow and all that I'm looking forward to and of course,daydream about spending future Christmases with a wife and eventually children one day.

Journal Entry: December 21,2016

It's the first day of the 2016-17 winter season and naturally I daydream about taking my children out in the snow and making snowmen and having snowball fights with them and getting them all dressed-up in thick,heavy snowsuits and thermal underwear and the like.

Journal Entry: December 19,2016

I once again go watch Monday Night Football with my buddies Joe and Anthony,this time at Anthony's house and I daydream about watching and playing football with my sons one day in the future during the game.

Journal Entry: December 18,2016

It's just a week from the most wonderful holiday of all and I'm daydreaming about the upcoming holiday and future Christmases that I hope to spend with a girlfriend,wife and eventually children.

Journal Entry: December 14,2016

I get confirmation that the woman making my bunny-suit sleeper pajamas that it's ready and she just shipped it out so I daydream about getting the thing and zipping myself up in it,looking like the little boy from A Christmas Story (a famous Christmas movie from the 1980's that always comes on Christmas Day every year including,I'm sure,this one as well).

Journal Entry: December 11,2016

It's now 2 more weeks to Christmas 2016 and once again,I daydream about future Christmases including the first Christmas of me being a Daddy one day.

Journal Entry: December 10,2016

I hang out with my buddies Anthony and John and John's gf Daniella and we go to the diner in White Plains across from The Westchester and naturally, John and Daniella get all lovie-dovie and start  kissing each other and naturally that makes me daydream about my future girlfriend and eventual wife getting all lovie-dovie like John and Daniella get.

Journal Entry: December 4,2016

It's 3 weeks to Christmas,so naturally I start daydreaming about future Christmases involving my future wife and children as well as remembering past Christmases,as well.

Journal Entry: December 1,2016

I had a long day at work. With my job at the DeCicco's supermarket/grocery-store in Ardsley being having to put the sales labels up every Friday morning,the labels, which are usually here on Thursday morning when I come in,don't arrive until 6:30PM this evening and I have to break down all of those labels in 2 hours before I leave for home and so naturally I daydream about getting a better job one day where I don't have to deal with breaking down thousands of labels in only 2 hours.

Journal Entry: November 30,2016

The last month of the year 2016 is set to begin so naturally I daydream about better days ahead, including the day of my wedding and my babies being born one day.

Journal Entry: November 27,2016

I once again go to my friend Ant's house with the guys to watch some football games and naturally I daydream about watching football one day with my own sons.