Missing Journal Entry: October 31,2013

It's Halloween and as I walk around town after work,all the kids around town are out in their Halloween costumes and I daydream about seeing my children dressed in cute Halloween costumes some day in the future,after I meet my future wife and we get married and start having kids.

Journal Entry: June 30,2014

It's the end of another month,and once again,I daydream about the future,and with us getting deeper into the 2014 summer season,I daydream about meeting those ladies that I've met off the Internet, mainly through EHarmoney.com,and daydream about what it would be like if I had been right in my predictions when I was a kid,that I'd be married with 2 kids and a third on the way in a couple of weeks (July 16,2014 being the predicted date of the birth of my third child),by now.

Journal Entry: June 29,2014

Took a long,4-hour walk all around the area, over 3 towns in the area,and used the time to daydream about the future and achieving the future goals that I've set for myself,including the main goal of having my own family and being able to support them and give them the very best.

Journal Entry: June 27,2014

I went to the Starbucks in Ardsley after work today and daydreamed about dating and eventually marrying one of the girls/ladies that I've met on those online dating sites I've signed up for recently, meeting at least one of them this upcoming summer.

Journal Entry: June 25,2014

Daydreamed some more about the future,as I decide to find literary agents that might take me on as a client so that my books can get into the hands of real publishers and hopefully it'll take my writing career to the next level.

Journal Entry: June 24,2014

My younger sister officially gets engaged to be married to her boyfriend,leaving me the last one of my whole family still single,which prompts me to daydream about dating and one day marrying one of those girls I've met on those online dating sites and asking them to my sister's wedding.

Journal Entry: June 23,2014

Today's the 3-year anniversary of my first day at my current job,and it prompts me to daydream about the future,which I hope to include getting a better job one day.

Journal Entry: June 22,2014

Went around Central Avenue in Yonkers with my friend Anthony,and we passed by both a bridal store and a children's clothing store,which prompted me to daydream about marrying one of the girls I've since met off the dating sites and having a family with said date.

Journal Entry: June 21,2014

Went swimming today, as my town had a "Free Pool Day", as they allowed all residents to use the public swimming-pool at Gould Park, for free, without needing a membership pass.Naturally, as I was swimming around in the pool,I daydreamed about the future, teaching my babies how to swim. Of course,I daydreamed about teaching each of my children,my son, and my daughter,urging them on as they struggled to keep their heads above water as they learn to kick their chubby, little legs and paddle with their adorable,chubby,little arms.

Journal Entry: June 20,2014

I go to the Starbucks in Ardsley,NY after work and dinner this evening and I daydream about meeting,in person, one of those girls I've met off those dating web-sites later this summer,with the first day of summer just a day away and the 2014 Summer Solstice being just hours away.

Journal Entry: June 19,2014

I go for a walk after work today and I stop at the local park to read for awhile, and while I'm reading I see a woman with her infant daughter who's apparently learning to walk, and it prompts me to daydream about watching one of my own children learning to walk one day in the future.

Journal Entry: June 18,2014

I went for my typical after-dinner walk this evening,and as I walked around town here, I daydreamed about the usual things; going on dates with these women I've met on those online dating sites I've signed up for,marrying one of these women, and having babies with her, as well as writing the "Great American Novel", as well as achieving other future goals of mine. 

Journal Entry: June 17,2014

I daydream some more about meeting these women off these dating sites and about eventually marrying and having a family with one of them,including some beautiful little babies.When I go for a walk after dinner this evening, I stop at one of the local parks,named Gould Park, to read from my Nook when I see some young families out at the park with their kids and it makes me daydream what it might be like if I were already a father of a couple young kids myself, with one of the girls/women I met on one of those dating sites I've been signed up with.

Journal Entry: June 16,2014

Got another response from another woman that I sent some questions to via EHarmoney.com's three-step/levels of compatibility,and daydream about meeting said woman for a date and what we might do on this first date. 

Journal Entry: June 15,2014

It's Father's Day 2014,so I daydream about a future where I have anywhere from 1 to as much as 4 or 5 children,and all the neat situations of taking my children out with me in future Father's Days.

Missing Journal Entry: December 25,2013

It's Christmas Day,so I daydream about a future where I'm married and have 2 or 3 children,and the kids are opening their presents wearing their fuzzy,woolen,footed blanket sleepers,their little faces lighting up when they see all the presents underneath the tree.I daydream about various future situations from a future Christmas with my next girlfriend,the first Christmas after me and my first wife get married,and the first Christmas of my future offspring.

Journal Entry: June 14,2014

I walk around town today,daydreaming about the future,particularly since one of the other girls I've been talking with that I met on EHarmoney.com, named Liz, and we talk about possibly meeting in person one day this upcoming summer season,daydreaming particularly about meeting this Liz girl and having a relationship with her and possibly marrying her,if things work out.

Journal Entry: June 13,2014

I go out after work,being a Friday,and I daydream about the future,especially as I talk with the girl named Tunde,on the phone this evening,for about 10-15 minutes, at around 7:30PM.

Journal Entry: June 12,2014

My family threw a little party for my younger sister's turning 30 yesterday,and of course,my older sister and her husband and my niece and nephew came over,and my younger sister and her boyfriend came.Her boyfriend announced to us,when my younger sister left the room that he's going to ask my younger sister to marry him someday soon,and he even showed us the engagement ring he got her while she was away,leaving it a foregone conclusion that I'll be the last one never married in my whole family,once they officially "tie the knot",possibly sometime late next year.It prompts me to daydream about marrying one of these girls I've met through online dating and about our meeting and such.I also got an email from another girl from another dating site I signed up for and this prompted me to daydream about meeting her, as well.

Journal Entry: June 11,2014

Today's my younger sister's 30th birthday,so I daydream both about the future and the past, the past about me and my sisters growing up,so it was more a reminiscence than daydreaming,but I also daydreamed about the future and about my goals for a family of my own one day.

Journal Entry: June 10,2014

Tunde texted me again today,so I texted her back and daydreamed about my future goals including possibly dating and marrying this girl and having a family together with her,as well as about what might've been if I had been right about my being married with 2 kids and a third on the way by now, back when I was growing up 20-25 years ago now.

Journal Entry: June 9,2014

Heard from another girl from EHarmoney.com,Liz,and then I emailed her back and I daydreamed about being married with children with this Liz-girl,and how beautiful our children will be if me and this Liz-girl end up together as husband-and-wife.

Missing Journal Entry: December 31,2013

It's New Year's Eve,so it's again time to daydream about my goals for the future,which are to get a better job/make more money that I am now,including writing more novels,and about what I hope to ultimately achieve (a family of my own,including children,one day).

Journal Entry: June 8,2014

I spent another sunny,beautiful Sunday afternoon taking a walk around the area today,daydreaming about the future,about meeting these girls on dating sites,and eventually marrying one of them and having a family.I also daydreamed what it would be like if my prediction,from 20 years ago,when I thought that I would already be married and even have a couple of children,with a third on the way, had come true and what I might be doing now with my wife and children if this had actually happened to me,something I still hold out hope will happen one day,preferably in the near future

Journal Entry: June 7,2014

Went to White Plains today to do some shopping and texted the Hungarian girl,Tunde,and I daydreamed about meeting her and other girls I've been texting on EHarmoney.com recently.

Journal Entry: June 6,2014

It's Friday,so obviously I go out after work and eventually go to Ardsley to do some shopping.I also daydream about the future,about meeting these girls off EHarmoney and going on dates and eventually marrying and having a family with one of them.I meet up with my buddy Anthony later that evening,and we chat at Doubledays bar on Main Street.

Journal Entry: June 5,2014

I again go out after work and go for a walk and daydream about my future goals being met,eventually.

Journal Entry: June 4,2014

After work,I call Tunde over the phone and we talk for a few minutes,but she's still busy,working as a nanny in the city,so we don't talk long and then I go for a walk after work and daydream about the future,about meeting with Tunde and other women from EHarmoney in the future.

Journal Entry: June 3,2014

Walked around town after work and daydreamed about the future,about achieving my goals, especially as I talk/text with girl named Tunde I've met on EHarmoney.com

Journal Entry: June 2,2014

Talked with girl from Eharmoney.com named Tunde (she's Hungarian),and texted each other all day and even talked about meeting for a date later this month,so I start daydreaming about the possibility of this working out and the two of us falling in love and having a family together.

Journal Entry: June 1,2014

It's a sunny,seasonably warm,gorgeous day;a rarity around here this spring,so of course,I go out and exercise and daydream about the future,including my meeting these women I've been messaging on these dating sites and going on dates and eventually having a relationship with one of them that, hopefully,eventually,leads to marriage and children.

Missing Journal Entry: January 1,2014

Today's New Year's Day,the start of a new year,the year 2014,so I daydream about the future and about my goals for 2014,including to get a new job,make some more money,and meet a girl,have a girlfriend,and eventually get married and have children.