Journal Entry: October 31,2015

Today's Halloween and as I walk around town,they close down the two main streets in town and let everyone walk around in costumes and take their kids trick-or-treating through the town. Of course, seeing all the little kids in their cute Halloween costumes make me daydream about the future and my kids getting dressed in the same cute, little costumes when they're little as some of the kids walking around with their parents this evening. Also,when I see my niece and nephew for about an hour that evening,in their costumes,I also daydream about my own kids being in Halloween costumes one day.

Journal Entry: October 30,2015

Tomorrow's Halloween 2015 and being a Saturday,me and my friends are going to be wearing costumes to the bars in White Plains, so I daydream about wearing the costume I am thinking of wearing; as a big baby,wearing my feetsie pajamas as part of the costume along with the big bottle and pacifier I also bought earlier this week.

Journal Entry: October 29,2015

I have an appointment with a jobs counselor with the organization called ACCES-VR and I talk to her about my career goals and she sounds really upbeat about my chances for success. This prompts me to daydream about achieving said career goals and eventually my personal goals of getting married and having children as well.

Journal Entry: October 28,2015

Aunt Cathy and Uncle Richard who are visiting for a wedding end up staying at our place last night. Just before she leaves with my uncle to go back to their hotel before leaving for home on Thursday, my aunt invites me to come visit her and my uncle in Arizona so I daydream about what it might be like to visit where they live for a couple of weeks like me and my friends visited Florida for a couple of weeks earlier this month.

Journal Entry: October 27,2015

I go to White Plains for an interview for a position at the company Panera Bread; my first interview since just before I went to work for my last company; Rembar. I then daydream about getting a job and getting back to achieving my future goals of my own place and eventually having a family.Also,my Aunt Cathy and Uncle Richard (Richie), from Arizona are here for a visit due to a wedding so I daydream about seeing them again and catching up on things with them.

Journal Entry: October 24,2015

It's exactly one week before the pagan holiday of Halloween and I daydream about taking my future children around town in their costumes trick-or-treating as well as myself walking around in costumes for costume-parties and the like that I might attend in the future.

Journal Entry: October 21,2015

It's the day dubbed by social media as "Back to the Future" day since this is the date in the sequel where the main characters go to the "future", to stop one of the main characters from being talked into committing a crime with neighborhood thugs, so I daydream about what it might be like to time-travel back-and-forth between the future and the past like the characters in the "Back to the Future" trilogy.

Journal Entry: October 18-19,2015

Though I dream of many things tonight,one dream that stands out is another one where I'm out and about wearing my footsie pajamas. One is when I'm at the town library,reading books and magazines and wearing my royal blue,sherpa, adult-sized blanket sleeper pajamas (I'm wearing them in reality as it's the coldest night since early-to-mid April tonight). I then leave the library and in my footsie pajamas and am surprised that no one seems to notice that I'm outside walking around town in my footsie pajamas. In another dream,I'm wearing these pink bunny footies that I had owned for a time and wore to work one Halloween for a costume, but this time I'm at home and walking around and usually my folks would comment about my wearing these but in this dream they don't and act like I'm wearing just regular clothes

Journal Entry: October 17,2015

I arrive home by 12:30AM, unpack my stuff and by 1:10AM I go to bed. Then, later in the day,I daydream about getting a job soon and meeting women and making a family as I start getting back to my normal life and thinking about my hopes and dreams for the future.

Journal Entry: October 16,2015

Jimmy,Anthony and I went back to New York today as we got up by 4AM and were on the road by 4:45AM. We didn't get back to New York until shortly before 12AM some 18.5 hours later. During the long journey,I daydream about taking a long road-trip with my future wife and children and all the things that could happen on such a journey

Journal Entry: October 14,2015

This time,Jimmy,Anthony and I go to Daytona Beach and get there by 3PM,after leaving at 11AM (we would've gotten there 2 hours earlier if we weren't going around in circles thanks to the crummy directions people keep giving us to get to the beach). We then leave at 7PM,stop somewhere for dinner at 9PM,and get back to the condo by 10PM. All the time,I daydream about taking my future family to the beach during a family vacation one day in the future

Journal Entry: October 12,2015

Jimmy,Anthony and I go back to Universal Studios theme park and go on some more rides so once again I daydream about taking my kids to this park and going on these same rides that me, Jimmy and Anthony go on today

Journal Entry: October 11,2015

Today,Jimmy,Anthony and I stay at the condo and watch football games all day and I daydream about watching football with my future sons.

Journal Entry: October 9,2015

Jimmy,Anthony and I went back to Disney World and went to Epcot Center. While there, I daydreamed about taking my kids here in the future and some of the rides that they might want to get on while at the park here.

Journal Entry: October 7,2015

Jimmy,Ant and me go to Universal Studios for the first time and we go on some rides and meet some of the superhero characters like Spiderman; Jimmy's favorite. We get several pictures of us with the characters and of course I daydream about taking my kids,particularly my sons here and their meeting their favorite superheroes here one day.

Journal Entry: October 5,2015

Jimmy,Ant,and me go to Disney World for the first time today and I daydream all day about taking my children here in the future and all the fun they'll have; meeting their favorite characters and the like.

Journal Entry: October 4,2015

Me,Jimmy and Anthony go to a football game in which one of the teams playing is Jimmy's favorite NFL team; the Carolina Panthers won by Jimmy's team so obviously he's thrilled. Meanwhile, I just daydream about taking my future children; hopefully at least one or two of whom will be sons, to some football games including ones played by the area's NFL teams; the Jets and Giants.

Journal Entry: October 3,2015

Today's our first full day in Florida and we mostly just do some souvenir shopping and I daydream about all the great souvenirs I'm planning on buying and how everyone's going to react to their gifts that I get them.

Journal Entry: October 2,2015

We finally arrive in Florida and to Anthony's family's condo. We arrive at 1PM and then take naps until around 6PM. Then we go out to eat and buy some groceries for the week. I daydream about what we're going to be doing on our 2-week vacation.

Journal Entry: October 1,2015

Today's the day me and my friends; Jimmy and Anthony leave for our vacation to Florida so I daydream about what it might be like when we get there.